whatever,smile

I used a reference for the position and…I don’t know how to explain this drawing.
i did it few weeks ago when I was really pissed off and stressed and…I don’t know…agry...not only with myself but with the others too…sometimes people just can’t uderstand that I can feel too,that i can hear them…only because i smile...it doesn’t mean that I’m always happy and that I don’t have problems…I have problems too,I have bad days, I have a lot of things in my mind that I can’t explain in a proper way….but you don’t have the right to ignore my feelings or judge me only because I smile.
I’m so tired of being like this…

sorry for this guys XD
I was pissed off....and I swear it's really difficult to make me this angry but some people that call theirselves my friends said a lot of stupid things ^^''
don't worry XDXD
really old story but i kinda like the drawing so I'm submitting it anyway
and I just want to say I’m lucky cuz here I can meet you friends that kinda know me for what I am.